That feeling…

Dear Violette,

for these  about one month i have to struggle sitting and hoping so that the MYE (mid-year exam) will finish as soon as possible. that feeling of being an Upper Secondary student is I have to sit the exam for one month long!!!! Nonsense,isn’t it? During this exam ‘season’, i always feel that ‘I’m busy, sorry. I have to study for the next paper. I can’t hang out with my friends’ bla bla bla~ I feel as I have to focus on the exam ONLY and I feel that I don’t have enough time for other activities. But, what can I do? Total of subjects increasing and that’s why it takes one month to finish.

Besides that, I have found my new favourite things ( or K-poppers called BIAS ) and it is a Korean drama. Finally, after a long duration of time I lost my ineterest to most of the thing involving Korea, FINALLY!! the title of the drama is…..


To those who have watched the drama, i know that you already know (WTH?) . Joo Won and UEE. I am watching UEE’s dramas currently that aired on TV ( i’m give on watching dramas online) which are Ojakgyo Brothers and Birdie Buddy. I hope that I can stand to watch it until the final because Ojakgyo Brothers have 58 episodes, dear! Hope it can make me enjoy a litte bit right now.

That’s it.


UP 1 – Day 4 & 5

Dear Violette,


Kimia , 0800 – 0900 hrs

This is the starting for the 2nd of stressful day after yesterday (13/3) .

My comment : I left the diffusion question. Actually, I had thought about it, but my stupidness ‘overcome’ everything. Fine, forget it.

Biologi , 0915 – 1015 hrs

20 objectives, a few structured questions plus 2 essays questions.

My comment : Suck subject, suck paper, like hell. Can I just drop this subject and take LK?

Geografi , 1200 – 1300 hrs

My comment: I hope I can score for this paper.



Pendidikan Jasmani dan Kesihatan aka PE , 0845 – 0945 hrs

The final paper on the final day. But, I read it as it is Bio paper ( the concentration when I read ) and I end this stressful week with bliss.

My comment: My favourite teacher made this paper. And I answer it like .. heaven?


Another story to tell you,  I saw him today. He had to take the test ( re- seat ) since he left for that sport competition. This is the fate for athlete. But, I heard that none of our athlete win. I hope the balance 2 days next week will bring medals. Good Luck for them.

#nowplaying Inilah barisan kita, that patriotic song that I love the most. #PrayforLahadDatu


UP 1 – Day 2 & 3

Dear Violette,

Flashback to yesterday’s papers.

Bahasa Inggeris , o8oo – 0900 hrs

I did it for 20 minutes and the rest I slept until the time ended.

My comment: Suspicious! Why it was too easy? What’s the trick?

Sejarah , 0915 – 1015 hrs

30 objectives questions, 5 structured questions.

My comment: ….

Pendidikan Islam , 1100 – 1200 hrs

I don’t know why I feel trouble with this paper. There were people said that the essay part we have to choose only one from two, and I did both.

My comment: What is just wrong with me today?

p.s. for day 2: I saw him from my class, and I saw the way he walked seemed he suffered pain at his leg.

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Day 3.

Pendidikan Sivik dan Kewarganegaraan , 0800 – 0900 hrs

I just read this subject at this morning.

My comment: Can you see how ignorant am I for this PSK thing? No-civic person. (Plus, I hate it!)

Matematik Tambahan , 0915 – 1015 hrs

There were 11 questions, made by my favourite teacher who is never teach me and I forgot what is range means.

My comment: No cry. Be cool. 

Fizik , 1100 – 1200 hrs

Wow! I just realised that ‘Fizik’ name in Malay is so short. (Physic – English) How I wish I can like and answer this paper since my class is a Physic Lab.


P.s.: In conclusion, today ( 3rd day) is the day for the word ‘Welcome to Form 4’ being played. Today is the starting line for the Form 4 elective subject since those previous 2 days were the subject that I had learned since Form 1. Tomorrow is the Bio, Chem and Geo D-day. I hope I can perform for them well. He went for that sport competition, and that’s make me more suffer today.


UP 1 – Day 1

Dear Violette,

I feel it is nonsense as many students seemed stressed for this test. Frankly speaking, it is just ‘test’ . To test us. Okay, put aside this distress thing, I want to write full report for today.

Bahasa Melayu , 0915 – 1015 hrs

New format, as I told you. Rumusan ( 120 words limit ) , Pemahaman and Tatabahasa.

My comment: ‘Biasa je’.

Matematik Moden , 1200 – 1300 hrs

Maths. Since I sat with 3 Chinese ( I’m the only Malay girl ) in that lab table, I could saw their tension in this paper. Really.. scary.

My comment: I confused with those 2 questions.

Pray for me so that I can answer Bahasa Inggeris, Sejarah and Pendidikan Islam tomorrow.

p.s.: Why I can’t see my crush every time after I decide to like him? So irritating.

UP 1, here i am coming!

Dear Violette,

I cannot believe that 2013 UP 1 will be started tomorrow, as I always feel that I just finished my 2012 UP 1. For those who do not know what the heck is this UP 1, it is Ujian Penilaian 1 ( sort of monthly test..) This year, it will be totally different for me. More subjects to be revised, the days for the exams will be increase and the format, of course.. FYI, I’m kinda stress with this ‘progress’. Furthermore, now I am in the group of ‘ study at the eleventh hour’. Tomorrow will be Bahasa Melayu and Modern Maths ( see? even Maths have divided into two subjects ) and I just did the exercise for Mod Math just now. So, at the eleventh hour. I hope I can do well for this UP 1 since my mom seems hoping that I will get all A+ for all those 12 subjects (including Civics and PE ) . Maybe, I should remind her again that SPM format will be different, much different , seriously.

Haish, just relax,okay?

( p.s.: psss! I have new crush! hehe~ )


Dear Violette,

actually, i should post this entry yesterday, but due to …. okay, whatever! at least i post it, right?

the 1st paper of the day..


actually, what is ‘golden opportunity’ means? does it means ‘a rare chance’ or ‘a valuable prize’?



Alhamdulillah! the literature question were expectable. ‘A Fighter’s Lines’ and for novel, the main theme. i had a problem with the summary section but i could overcome it at last. For essay, it was speech, so .. the title was ‘QUALITIES OF A GOOD STUDENT’. maybe i could answer it because i’m a good student too?

the last paper of the day…


60 questions. it was raining around 3 p.m. maybe Allah wanted me to answer in peace ( i sit at the front so imagine… NO FAN SWITCHED ON THERE). hah! what is ‘kawasan lindungan hujan’ means? i answered Jelebu .

tomorrow (which is today) is Science and Sejarah paper. wish me luck!