That feeling…

Dear Violette,

for these  about one month i have to struggle sitting and hoping so that the MYE (mid-year exam) will finish as soon as possible. that feeling of being an Upper Secondary student is I have to sit the exam for one month long!!!! Nonsense,isn’t it? During this exam ‘season’, i always feel that ‘I’m busy, sorry. I have to study for the next paper. I can’t hang out with my friends’ bla bla bla~ I feel as I have to focus on the exam ONLY and I feel that I don’t have enough time for other activities. But, what can I do? Total of subjects increasing and that’s why it takes one month to finish.

Besides that, I have found my new favourite things ( or K-poppers called BIAS ) and it is a Korean drama. Finally, after a long duration of time I lost my ineterest to most of the thing involving Korea, FINALLY!! the title of the drama is…..

OJAKGYO BROTHERS!!!!

To those who have watched the drama, i know that you already know (WTH?) . Joo Won and UEE. I am watching UEE’s dramas currently that aired on TV ( i’m give on watching dramas online) which are Ojakgyo Brothers and Birdie Buddy. I hope that I can stand to watch it until the final because Ojakgyo Brothers have 58 episodes, dear! Hope it can make me enjoy a litte bit right now.

That’s it.

UP 1 – Day 4 & 5

Dear Violette,

14/3

Kimia , 0800 – 0900 hrs

This is the starting for the 2nd of stressful day after yesterday (13/3) .

My comment : I left the diffusion question. Actually, I had thought about it, but my stupidness ‘overcome’ everything. Fine, forget it.

Biologi , 0915 – 1015 hrs

20 objectives, a few structured questions plus 2 essays questions.

My comment : Suck subject, suck paper, like hell. Can I just drop this subject and take LK?

Geografi , 1200 – 1300 hrs

My comment: I hope I can score for this paper.

 

15/3

Pendidikan Jasmani dan Kesihatan aka PE , 0845 – 0945 hrs

The final paper on the final day. But, I read it as it is Bio paper ( the concentration when I read ) and I end this stressful week with bliss.

My comment: My favourite teacher made this paper. And I answer it like .. heaven?

 

Another story to tell you,  I saw him today. He had to take the test ( re- seat ) since he left for that sport competition. This is the fate for athlete. But, I heard that none of our athlete win. I hope the balance 2 days next week will bring medals. Good Luck for them.

#nowplaying Inilah barisan kita, that patriotic song that I love the most. #PrayforLahadDatu

 

UP 1 – Day 2 & 3

Dear Violette,

Flashback to yesterday’s papers.

Bahasa Inggeris , o8oo – 0900 hrs

I did it for 20 minutes and the rest I slept until the time ended.

My comment: Suspicious! Why it was too easy? What’s the trick?

Sejarah , 0915 – 1015 hrs

30 objectives questions, 5 structured questions.

My comment: ….

Pendidikan Islam , 1100 – 1200 hrs

I don’t know why I feel trouble with this paper. There were people said that the essay part we have to choose only one from two, and I did both.

My comment: What is just wrong with me today?

p.s. for day 2: I saw him from my class, and I saw the way he walked seemed he suffered pain at his leg.

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Day 3.

Pendidikan Sivik dan Kewarganegaraan , 0800 – 0900 hrs

I just read this subject at this morning.

My comment: Can you see how ignorant am I for this PSK thing? No-civic person. (Plus, I hate it!)

Matematik Tambahan , 0915 – 1015 hrs

There were 11 questions, made by my favourite teacher who is never teach me and I forgot what is range means.

My comment: No cry. Be cool. 

Fizik , 1100 – 1200 hrs

Wow! I just realised that ‘Fizik’ name in Malay is so short. (Physic – English) How I wish I can like and answer this paper since my class is a Physic Lab.

My comment: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

P.s.: In conclusion, today ( 3rd day) is the day for the word ‘Welcome to Form 4’ being played. Today is the starting line for the Form 4 elective subject since those previous 2 days were the subject that I had learned since Form 1. Tomorrow is the Bio, Chem and Geo D-day. I hope I can perform for them well. He went for that sport competition, and that’s make me more suffer today.

 

UP 1 – Day 1

Dear Violette,

I feel it is nonsense as many students seemed stressed for this test. Frankly speaking, it is just ‘test’ . To test us. Okay, put aside this distress thing, I want to write full report for today.

Bahasa Melayu , 0915 – 1015 hrs

New format, as I told you. Rumusan ( 120 words limit ) , Pemahaman and Tatabahasa.

My comment: ‘Biasa je’.

Matematik Moden , 1200 – 1300 hrs

Maths. Since I sat with 3 Chinese ( I’m the only Malay girl ) in that lab table, I could saw their tension in this paper. Really.. scary.

My comment: I confused with those 2 questions.

Pray for me so that I can answer Bahasa Inggeris, Sejarah and Pendidikan Islam tomorrow.

p.s.: Why I can’t see my crush every time after I decide to like him? So irritating.

THERE’S NO SPECIALTY AT ALL

DEAR VIOLETTE,

CAPSLOCK POWER TODAY. I JUST WANT TO SHARE MY UNLUCKY AND KINDA SAD STORY AND I WISH YOU WILLING TO HEAR THEM. (EH, YOU DOESN’T HAVE EARS,RIGHT?)

THE MAIN TOPIC , KRK. IT’S A SPECIAL CLASS IN MY SCHOOL. THE ONLY CLASS. AND I AM ONE OF THE STUDENTS. THIS YEAR, I FEEL KINDA REGRET FOR APPLY FOR THE CLASS. BUT, EVERYTHING IS TOO LATE. IT’S OKAY, THIS YEAR IT’LL BE THE FINAL YEAR FOR ME TO BE IN THE CLASS.

FIRST, THE ACTIVITY. THE MAIN PROBLEM. THIS YEAR THE ACTIVITY SEEMED TO BE ACTIVE, MORE THAN PREVIOUS YEARS WHICH MAKE MY HEAD DIZZY~ WHAT MAKES ME MORE SCARY IS WE HAVE TO GIVE OUR SPEECHES ONE BY ONE, EACH WEEK, IN THE WEEKLY ASSEMBLY , IN FRONT MANY PEOPLE AND I… CANNOT DO IT. I AM ONE OF PEOPLE WHO ARE STAGE FRIGHT AND AHHH!!!

SECOND, THE C.U.T.E. MESSED MY HOLIDAY A BIT. BUT, HONESTLY IT HELPS ME A LOT. BUT, RECENTLY I HAVE TO COMPLETE THE ASSIGNMENT AND NOW, IT IS STILL HOLIDAY AND I DON’T FINISH ANY OF THEM.

THIRD, WE HAVE TO PAY DOUBLE, MORE THAN OTHER STUDENTS. THE SCHOOL FEE + THE KRK FEE WHICH COSTLY. MY FAMILY IS FACING A BIG PROBLEM NOW AND IMPOSSIBLE I COULD PAY RESPECTIVELY, RIGHT? BUT, I COULD SOLVE THIS.

CONCLUSION, I FEEL MORE ANNOYED BECAUSE IT TRY TO DIFFERENTIATE ME AND OTHER STUDENTS WITH ALL OF THEM. I’M AFRAID THAT THEY WILL THINK THAT WE’RE BOAST, SHOW OFF AND BLA.BLA.BLA.

THAT’S ALL. THANKS FOR LEND ME YOUR EARS. 🙂