That feeling…

Dear Violette,

for these  about one month i have to struggle sitting and hoping so that the MYE (mid-year exam) will finish as soon as possible. that feeling of being an Upper Secondary student is I have to sit the exam for one month long!!!! Nonsense,isn’t it? During this exam ‘season’, i always feel that ‘I’m busy, sorry. I have to study for the next paper. I can’t hang out with my friends’ bla bla bla~ I feel as I have to focus on the exam ONLY and I feel that I don’t have enough time for other activities. But, what can I do? Total of subjects increasing and that’s why it takes one month to finish.

Besides that, I have found my new favourite things ( or K-poppers called BIAS ) and it is a Korean drama. Finally, after a long duration of time I lost my ineterest to most of the thing involving Korea, FINALLY!! the title of the drama is…..


To those who have watched the drama, i know that you already know (WTH?) . Joo Won and UEE. I am watching UEE’s dramas currently that aired on TV ( i’m give on watching dramas online) which are Ojakgyo Brothers and Birdie Buddy. I hope that I can stand to watch it until the final because Ojakgyo Brothers have 58 episodes, dear! Hope it can make me enjoy a litte bit right now.

That’s it.


UP 1 – Day 4 & 5

Dear Violette,


Kimia , 0800 – 0900 hrs

This is the starting for the 2nd of stressful day after yesterday (13/3) .

My comment : I left the diffusion question. Actually, I had thought about it, but my stupidness ‘overcome’ everything. Fine, forget it.

Biologi , 0915 – 1015 hrs

20 objectives, a few structured questions plus 2 essays questions.

My comment : Suck subject, suck paper, like hell. Can I just drop this subject and take LK?

Geografi , 1200 – 1300 hrs

My comment: I hope I can score for this paper.



Pendidikan Jasmani dan Kesihatan aka PE , 0845 – 0945 hrs

The final paper on the final day. But, I read it as it is Bio paper ( the concentration when I read ) and I end this stressful week with bliss.

My comment: My favourite teacher made this paper. And I answer it like .. heaven?


Another story to tell you,  I saw him today. He had to take the test ( re- seat ) since he left for that sport competition. This is the fate for athlete. But, I heard that none of our athlete win. I hope the balance 2 days next week will bring medals. Good Luck for them.

#nowplaying Inilah barisan kita, that patriotic song that I love the most. #PrayforLahadDatu


UP 1 – Day 2 & 3

Dear Violette,

Flashback to yesterday’s papers.

Bahasa Inggeris , o8oo – 0900 hrs

I did it for 20 minutes and the rest I slept until the time ended.

My comment: Suspicious! Why it was too easy? What’s the trick?

Sejarah , 0915 – 1015 hrs

30 objectives questions, 5 structured questions.

My comment: ….

Pendidikan Islam , 1100 – 1200 hrs

I don’t know why I feel trouble with this paper. There were people said that the essay part we have to choose only one from two, and I did both.

My comment: What is just wrong with me today?

p.s. for day 2: I saw him from my class, and I saw the way he walked seemed he suffered pain at his leg.

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Day 3.

Pendidikan Sivik dan Kewarganegaraan , 0800 – 0900 hrs

I just read this subject at this morning.

My comment: Can you see how ignorant am I for this PSK thing? No-civic person. (Plus, I hate it!)

Matematik Tambahan , 0915 – 1015 hrs

There were 11 questions, made by my favourite teacher who is never teach me and I forgot what is range means.

My comment: No cry. Be cool. 

Fizik , 1100 – 1200 hrs

Wow! I just realised that ‘Fizik’ name in Malay is so short. (Physic – English) How I wish I can like and answer this paper since my class is a Physic Lab.


P.s.: In conclusion, today ( 3rd day) is the day for the word ‘Welcome to Form 4’ being played. Today is the starting line for the Form 4 elective subject since those previous 2 days were the subject that I had learned since Form 1. Tomorrow is the Bio, Chem and Geo D-day. I hope I can perform for them well. He went for that sport competition, and that’s make me more suffer today.


Predator or Prey?

Dear Violette,

Predator or Prey? this is not about or connected to the film ‘Alien vs Predator’ or about the interdependence among living things that all Malaysian form 2 have to learn but it is about the bully.

as one of the bully victim and sometimes the bully, i just thought am i the predator (bully) or the prey (bully victim) ? the same question will appear in my mind if i heard about the bully case in the Buletin Utama or at the newspaper or when i watch a drama or movie about this matter. i will ask myself, “is the bully ever got bullied? and why he/she bully other people? to release their anger? or to seek their revenge because he/she thinks why other people doesn’t get what he/she got?

well, that’s human. i cannot read their minds. i cannot expect what will they do. i just can hope that this case will not turn more serious in the future. imagine, somebody who love and enjoy to go to school will not go there again/hate to go just because he got bullied and his will to study is getting lose.

p.s.: Good Luck (again) to all 2011 PMR candidates tomorrow!! Try your best!!

Ahlan Wasahlan,ya Ramadhan!

Dear Violette,

today is the 1st day of Ramadhan,which is the 9th month in Hijrah calandar. hmm… things not going right. i have flu and dizzy. means, i don’t have any ‘appetite’ to do anything.

talks about Ramadhan… it is a precious month where all muslim have to fasting (not eat/drink/do anything that make our fast invalid) usually,at the evening,near to break there will be many stalls at bazaar. one of famous dish is ayam percik,kuih-muih,and murtabak. and the most important dish is ‘bubur lambuk’!!!!

i go back home earlier,35 minutes early. my brother? hmmm… the afternoon/evening session are really fortunate. they just be at school for 5 hours while on Friday, 3 hours!! 😦

okaay,that’s all. happy celebrate this precious Ramadhan and happy fasting to all Muslims all over the world!!

Cold Day

Dear M.I.L.N.A.L,

today,you’ll have different name since your name is too ‘unique’. now,your name is ‘Violette’ because i love Violet flower.

okay… restarting blog..

Dear Violette..

안녕하세요! 한국어 일!

today, cold day. from early morning until now (when i post this entry). i still remember the last all day long cold was when tsunami hit Japan. i always remember the days because that is my sad day. (refer previous post,Rainy Day)

violence. seriously. you know what,today one of my freaky-friend absent. and my another ‘freaky-friend’ sit at her seat. and me.. leave alone.

today is really cold and cool. i enjoyed the drama played by my classmates and i laughed a lot! fighting the coldness that tight me.

okay, i just want to promo my class stall this saturday (we have to school because of the tagline ‘Satu Murid,Satu Sukan’) we will sell strawberry & marshmallow dipped chocolate (yummy!), steam corn with milk & chocolate, nachos and more! don’t forget to pass by our stall okay?

so, Violette. remember! now your name is Violette. so,




as how the large of the title,my stress are bigger & larger than it.this is because of my teachers assign me with the E.O.Y ASSIGNMENT,but we’re going to take the M.O.Y next month.GREAT APPRECIATION to them.

the History one had to complete it and show to teacher @wednesday while the Civic one TOMORROW! huh!

no more talking,here i put Park Jung Min’s hit song mv-Not Alone

<means:not just me that doesn’t finish yet,so i’m not alone,ijen not alone..>